I was reading my Esther Bible study last night (by Beth Moore). We were in ch. 3 where Haman has just ordered the letters to be sent out to all the provinces with the order to destroy, kill, and annihilate the Jews, both young and old, women and children...(3:13). The interesting thing that Beth pointed out is that the letters were written on the 13th day of the first month so they would have been distributed on the 14th. The 14th day of the first month, on the Jewish calendar, is Passover. The day that the Jews would all be celebrating and retelling the story of God's faithfulness to them in Egypt and how he delivered them! She points out how God's timing is perfect and the day they get this HORRIBLE news that the Jews are to be annihilated, they are celebrating God's faithfulness. We can only imagine that God probably brought them some peace as they remembered. He brought them out of Egypt and saved them from death and now He can save them from Haman's evil scheme.
As I read that last night and read about God's timing I thought...wow, what timing for me to read this section of the Bible study! Today and really the whole month of February we are celebrating God's faithfulness to us! 3 years ago today we got a phone call about a baby girl, due to be born in two weeks. Finally, the child we had been waiting for, for so long, was on her way! 3 days later we were told we were not getting her, she was born that same day. Later that night we got another call...come to the hospital! (We were confused, we did what we were told, and that night we held our baby, Hannah Rochelle Davis, for the first time)! Oh, how faithful our God is. He brought us through the grief and despair of our infertility and gave us a beautiful gift! He gave us a beautiful baby girl! What better time than today and the next 3 days to celebrate HIS faithfulness!
Not only that, on February 14, 2007, a baby boy was born. Tomorrow we will celebrate the birthday of Benjamin Jaylin Davis. At a time when we were starting to hope for another baby, God brought him to us. He continued to show us He is with us and He is faithful and He is in control! We brought Benjamin home on March 26, 2007 and what a blessing he has been and another precious gift from God!
So at times when I get sad about our infertility (it still happens and will always) I can remind myself how faithful God is! He has a perfect plan for me and Daniel and our family! We can trust him. He is ALWAYS faithful. Hope others can take hope in that too!
"Now to Him who is able to do exceeding abundantly beyond all that we ask or think, according to the power that works within us, to Him be the glory in the church and in Christ Jesus to all generations forever and ever. Amen." Ephesians 3:20-21